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Thoughts.

I can hear fireworks in the distance and really want a charred, hot off the grill hot dog. I swear the carcinogenic black film that coats each burned dog is the essence of umami.

In other news, the IUD I have makes me cramp like a motherfucker and I feel like I'm on my period. I move like I'm on my period. It's my period without the horor movie gore. No wonder it feels different.

I don't know why I am writing here. I have no friends on LJ who can read what I write and add their wisdom. Maybe that's precisely why I'm writing. I need to get some things out, like my horrible thoughts about getting shot in the head, but then agin what's therapy for? But I am a great writer. I wish I could be a chef. A food writer maybe.

I've succumbed to the knowledge that I am a 'took woman' as some people say. I'm getting married later. I will have children with this man and we will all be happy while I cook dinner for everyone and be perfect and oh so charming and sexual, my God.

I want to balance my sexuality with being a good woman. Is that possible?

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la_comedienne
Jul. 16th, 2009 02:26 am (UTC)
I just have to say that you've already won me over because of the anthony bourdain picture. He makes me giggle like a schoolgirl. I'm glad we're cut from the same cloth...we are very rare :)
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